This is going to be a long weekend....

I am really concerned about my low beta hCG number. I keep trying to tell myself that it is not the 1st number that is important, but the 2nd to see if it is increasing. I didn't know how I would make it through the weekend until my 2nd test on Monday, so I bought more pregnancy tests. Because as long as the line is getting darker, I have nothing to worry about, right? Except I didn't think about what I would do if the line didn't get darker. Fuck.