And now we wait...

The dreaded 2 week wait is upon us.  My IUI was this morning, and my beta is scheduled for April 3.  I feel very discouraged...I don't know why.  S's sample was great.  The tech actually had me come back and look at it under the microscope.  She said when a sample looks that good she wants to show it off.  That made me feel a little better.  I also found the blog entry from the day of our last IUI...that day we had 30 million sperm, and today we had 35 million.  That's a good sign, right?  I just keep obsessing over the fact that only 20% of IUI's result in pregnancy.  I feel like we used up all of our luck by getting pregnant during both RE monitored cycles.  In any event, I wore my "lucky" penguin socks that I wore to my last IUI and every major appointment after during my pregnancy with Maddie.  Keep your fingers crossed that superstition kicks the shit out of statistics!