Looks like I'm out

So my temperature dropped like a fat kid drops vegetables, so I know that filthy c is on her way. I'm just so frustrated and unbelievably sad right now. I know there are women who have been trying longer, and who have been through more procedures. I know in the grand scheme of things, we still have plenty of time and options. I'm just sad because when I see all of those other women, I know that will be me. Deep down I believe this is never going to happen for us, and I don't know how much more false hope I can keep giving myself.