Didn't even make it to test day

Thanks body, for the biggest "fuck you" ever.  It didn't even wait until my beta day (which is tomorrow) to let me know we are out of the game.  My period showed up Friday.  I'm not holding out for any miracles tomorrow morning.  That's it, it's over, and I'm done.  It really stings to write those words.  I feel sad for Maddie who won't have a sibling to grow up with.  I feel sad for my husband who won't get to have 2 kids running to the door to wrap him up in hugs.  I feel sad for me and my broken heart.  It looks like infertility won this time.